This update was written two weeks ago, but never posted.
Embryo transfer took place several days ago, and there were two lucky chosen ones. They are currently embarking on a journey in the depths of my insides. I have been contemplating on drawing a map on my stomach or giving them detail directions, hoping that they would follow it to my uterus…but there’s one problem…I don’t speak Embryo. I know Spanish…but not Embryo! Well we all saw how my lining responded to my motivational pep talks, so perhaps there’s a chance that embryos speak English. So what happens now…..we WAIT. The dreaded 2 week wait! In two weeks, a blood test will determine whether or not the embryos enjoyed their tour of my insides, and decide to my uterus their permanent settlement. Until then I will be walking extra slow, take minimal showers, try not to cough,sneeze, or take a poop, and do a couple of head stands against the wall.
UPDATE
It is my personal conclusion that God does work in mysterious ways. After discovery my White Coat Syndrome, my high blood pressure (which was treated), and my super lining, we finally reached the end of the cycle. It is with a heavy heart that I share the outcome. The IVF cycle did not work. It is a disappointment that we prepared ourselves for, but it is never easy to hear the word Negative. We did everything right… followed the medication protocol, and kept a positive mind….but it wasn’t our time. I try my best not to question why, being that there is no medical explanation. I try my best to understand the outcome, considering the roller-coaster ride we went through, and I try my best to look pass the results and focus on this extraordinary experience that has only strengthened my relationship with Angie.
So what happens now… We look to the future and keep living…
August 12th, 2009 at 9:52 am
I’ve been in the exact same situation and I sympathize. Best wishes in your next steps.
August 12th, 2009 at 10:52 am
I’m so sorry it didnt work out for you guys. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and I’m sure that reason will be revealed to you at some point.
I wish you guys all the best and send you lots of love and support, however you choose to proceed.
August 25th, 2009 at 3:15 am
Im sorry to hear, i agree completely with Donor09 - everything happens for a reason. You will have your success and your family - its not IF its WHEN! Thats my motto and i tell myself just that everyday.
I could not afford any more IVF and the NHS waiting list is sooooo long that i am now on my first course of free IVF through CRM London (in return for egg donation). Their surroundings are designed with purity of the environment in mind and i am over the moon at the support, service & dedication…
Here you go for anyone who is interested: IVF Clinic London
August 28th, 2009 at 8:37 am
Admin/Angie:
IVFnFertility - I find this very interesting. I’ve never heard of ‘egg sharing’. Thank you for sharing this helpful information. It’s another avenue for couples to think about and consider, especially with the financial aspects of these procedures.
Thank you ALL for your comments and well wishes.